You know that saying, "If you love something set it free..."
Well I think that easier said than done. For the past three years, I have missed my dad. I have tried to forgive him for what he's done and tried my hardest to keep our relationship as normal as possible, but I feel like he just doesn't care and his new life is the most important thing now. Everyday I think about him and I wish those memories were still part of reality. He wasn't there for me when my boyfriend died in a crash, he wasn't there with me when I found out I was sick again, he told me I didn't have a father anymore, and the worst of all, he may not be there to walk me down the isle. So, I am going to try to believe in that quote, "If you love something set it free, if it comes back, it was meant to be, if it doesn't it never was." In the end I know God will provide and take care of things, I can only hope things happen sooner than later. <3
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