New horizons

Yesterday was my very first night in an apartment with my best friend Jade in Madison, Wi. She has been subletting this apartment for a couple months and it only lasts till August 13th. We are still anxiously waiting to hear back from this other apartment thats absolutely perfect. Anyways, last night began pretty rocky, but later ended up ok. It was the usual case of misunderstanding and whatnot. I told her that Matt was planning on helping me out with bringing my things up, since the apt is 4 flights up with no elevator and I have a bad knee. Well she said that I hadn't told her and she was "upset" that I didn't ask her. Anyways I went back to rockford this morning and spent the day with Matt. We had a great time, but we both had major headaches after completely falling apart when Jade went to bed last night. We have been together for 4 years and been living together. Now i'm up here and he's planning on going to SIUC for the fall semester. I spent hours late night into the morning crying my eyes out, while he held me so tight. After our time together today, I had to watch him leave to go back to Chicago, I crumbled again and feel a sense of emptiness. Now i'm sitting in the living room of Jade's sublet wondering about things. I know it is going to take time to get used to; a new job, a new city, a new place to live, etc.
Madison is not too new to me. After all I lived here for a couple years back in the day at UW. I do really like it here. I love the fact that we are a block from state street and everything, we can walk to dinner, bars, clubs, shopping. Where in the burbs and all we had to drive and drive to go somewhere sitting in major traffic.
I am really excited to finally have the beginning of my dream come true. I am not a MAC cosmetics makeup artist :D I can even remember how many times I applied for a position. After 5 loooong interviews, I am in. It is the beginning of a long and amazing road.
Tomorrow is my first day at MAC. I am very excited but more nervous than anything. I have met all but 1 person there and they are all really nice. I can't wait to learn though. Learn better techniques, info, and product. Hope it goes well tomorrow :]